I've heard it said that your life actually changes once you decide to become parents and I think that's true. We've definitely built in the what ifs and what nows to our way of thinking.
And, I think as a woman you look at your cycle in a completely different way. I was very hopeful last night when I realized my month started over today and I didn't have the usual migraine and misery that normally comes with it. And, then today came and I'm disappointed and a bit sad.
I'm actually surprised at how disappointed I am. It's not that I thought I was pregnant, it's just that now I know I'm not. And, I wanted to be. I'm ready to be.
I know we've just been trying for a few months, but now that I'm ready, I'm really ready. But, for now my place is to keep praying and keep trying to live as healthy a life as I can. And, if God isn't ready for us to be there must be a reason.
Can any of you relate? I'm sure someone can, but I don't know who...
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5 comments:
This is such a sweet post. You will be a great mom. I am excited for this journey and I hope you will get pregnant soon. :)
Oh yes ma'am, I can relate 100%! I feel my biological clock ticking away, but I know it is in His hands. If the good Lord decides to bless us with a child, then we will be overjoyed, and if not, then we will realize it wasn't meant to be.
You are going to be an AMAZING mom, Sara!!
I'm ready to be a mom. I'm just not ready to do it alone...so the wait for Mr. Right continues. :-)
I can kind of relate. We had been married for about 4 years and weren't trying to get pregnant, when I had a scare and was late. I was so worked up about how now wasn't a good time to be expecting, and yet I found that I was disappointed when the pregnancy test was negative. It's odd, and sounds weird, but even when you're not planning it, you look forward to being a mom!
YAY for LeBlanc babies!! Soon...I hope :)
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